HaIz ... WoKe uP aT 5am... caNt sEeM tO sLeEp ... SlEpT at 2am...
WaS gIvEn tHe OppoRtUniTy NoT tO gO tO sKoOl tOdaY...
DuE to mY iRritaTinG cOuGh....
BuT aFtEr you agrEeD tO MeEt mE ...
I GoT oUt Of Bed aNd cAme To SkOOl
i LoOkeD fOrWaRd tO tHE dAy....
hAd 2 Go ThRu All tHe cRaPPy lEsSonS ...
aNd FiNalLy ... AfTeR sCHoOl...
aFtEr PlayIng a FeW rOunDs of SoCcer...
wAiTed fOr you In tHe BaND sTorE ...
tHeN u SaId u WerE gOin BaCk... aND i WAs sHaTTeReD...
PlEaSe TeLL mE iF i HaD dOnE anYthIng wRonG... I'LL cHaNGe...
i NoE i'M nOt a VeRi gOoD pErSon anD i'M sORri foR tHat...
i NeEd you ... plEAse ...
i LoOked FoRwArd tO thIs tHe wHOLe daY ...
pLeAse uNdErStaNd...
i'M nOt SaYinG u'Re nOt uNdERsTanDinG...
itS jUz dAt aT tHe TiMes i nEed you tHe mOsT ..
YouRe nOt TheRE...
i bLaME mySeLf ... fOr Not BEiNG a BeTtEr pErSon....
I'm SORRY

YNWA


I wasn't saved ...
Emptyness is DEVOURING me...
i'm ....


empty...

i WeNt 2 SkOOl toDaY at 7 ... haiz ... wAiTeD frOm 7 to 8.15 ... aLoNe... oh WeLL ... thE dAy pRaCtiCAllY sUx ... f**king CoUgH... feEl liK sLiTing my ThRoaT ...haIz. ... oh WeLL ... PlAy sOccEr unTiLL leGs BlOOdY hURt... hAiZ .. oH WeLL ... aNoThER dAy iS ComINg ... mOrE sHit ... HeRe wE gO aGAiN....haiz. ... YNWA...

EmPtYnEsS, iS wAd oCcupIeS mE...
ItS nOt a FrIenD, NeiThEr a FoE...
i JuZ wAnnA gEt iT OUT!!
OnLi u HaF tHe poWeR To KiLL iT...


SaVe mE?

WOOTS! .. here we go again ... another tuition filled sunday ... crap sia ... oh well ... cut hair today ... look toot sia ... lol ... oh well ... dad juz bot me a nismo shirt ... skyline GT-R ... woo ... haha ... oh well .... here we go again ... YNWA...

And another day goes by juz lik dat ... wishing that things were different ... how else can it be ?

oh well ... so sians ... started the day off crappily ... slept late last nite due to starburst ... wow ... it was ok ... but the band didn't play that well ... oh man ... then go 4 FNN prep for tmr's competition ... haiz .. so sians ... poop ... then come back onli muz do HW ... crap man ... haizz ... life's movingg so slowly this few days ... poop .... stuff's not like it is anymore ... exams are drawing closer .... haiz .... save me!!!YNWA!!

lol ... starbust is tmr ... and mr faizal dunno whether he letting me CONDUCT???!!?? oh boy ... scary sia ... conduct wrongly die le ...STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSS.....lol ... anyways ... we are like onli playing a 1 min++++ song ... =_=.... which is lik ... short ... lol ..... oh well ... to those who are coming ... erm ... well ...hope u have a good time tmr .... lol ... erm ... well ... sayonaara ... and ... gd bye .... YNWA!!!

ahhh! finally back to blogging after so long ... haha .... phew ... oh man ... i so wanna PSP ... so fun to play la ... haha ... HAIZ ... so bloody sians ... haiz ... cannot get stuff i want ... for its either too ex or parents don't allow ... haiz ... oh well ... sians ... well ... gtg ... see ya ... YNWA!!!!