SAYO!

HAHAHAHA..
bye bye band! lol ..
finally .. offical grad le ..
hahahaha ... no nid go bak le...
heh heh heh ..
hmmm ... freeeeeeee...
lol..
okae .. now what? hahaha ..
kkz la ... day was kinda boring though ..
haha ...
kinda slow but fast moving ..
yup ..
wierd..
oh wells...
hahahahaha ...
yess ... i'm high now ..
jianwei can vouch for that ..
hahaha ..
kkz la ...
talk to u guys soon ..
hope can get my laptop soon ..
muahahaha ...
ynwa peeps!



to some asshole with a name rhyming wif a syrian drug:
pah! secret? bet u looked ard la moron!
better not haf any funny ideas u sunuvabytch...
buzz off!




to my sweetheart:
Dun worri dear..
you're my onli one... =)
its you its you! haha..
love love! ^^

If i'd told i'll die tonight... What would your last words to me be?



alrighty..
i profess..
its a blardy...
BORING DAY...
yep. ..
i said it ..
nth much to it ..
hmmmmmm...
yep..
u nidn't noe more .. haha ..

ynwa on this wasted post..







1) If i'd told i'll die tonight... What would your last words to me be?

2) When i say the words.. i'm yearning for a reply...

3) Your hugs and kisses heal my wounds...

4) Make this last...

5) I dun love you for what u are.. But who u are...

6) I yearn for the three words from you... so please don't be stingy wif it..


Lovesick, i am.. Be too ...

eh?

ok... its been a tiring day la ..
well... woke up wif da need to move stuff to e new hse ...
then met dar at 2 plus fer da concert..
waited here..
waited dere..
then finally made our way there..
the concert was okae la ..
nothing special...
so yea ..
nothing much to say..
well... "screw swings"
yea... dinnered wif dear at yoshi..
then slacked ard.. then homed..


ynwa!



1) To see you down.. Makes me down too..

2) Call me selfish, Call me possesive.. i Dun like it when others get too close..

3) Please Dun Be That undecisive? i Am too! so how?!

4) Yes.. I get Jealous...

Very easily..

5) I Tend to think alot.. REALLY ALOT... so i need lots of reassurance..
that i am da one n onli special one .. cos i noe i'll make sure u noe that ure my
one and onli special one..



Please Rmbr? i love you dear..

huh?

ok..
had to wake up early cos of band ...
but found it very wierd ...
cos lik we still nid to play?
funny la ...
well ... at least till lunch..
where we had kinda a pointless meeting ..
"meeting" i'd say ..
indeed ...
oh well..
baby had her cramps .. so ran ard ..
waving arms in the air ..
screaming..
hahaha .. jk la ..
went bak ..
then gotta do banner stuff ..
all e way till e end of prac..
and found it interesting la ..
lol..
did super long ..
and still quite ugly..
but lotsa hard work placed into it ok!
grr ...
then dinner-ed wif her..
slacked ..
homed ...
haha .. routine huh? lol ..

woo ... spent alot today ..
sheesh ..
lol ...


kkz ... till next time then!
ynwa!
(blogging wif me dad's lappy)





Note for you:

I'm gonna state down some points ...
please rmbr if u can kkz?
=)

1) Please know that i'll always be there for you.. I'll suffer with you too..
So always let me know ...

2) Whenever you need me.. i'll always try my best in any way to be there...
But... I'll be there..

3) If i Dun repli you... There must be something wrong with the phone ...
Cos i'll always reply you...

4) Don't take me for granted.. Cos i'll never take you for granted..

5) Give Me ALL the attention you'd give in the world ..
For i'd give it to you too..

6) Don't blend me in with the rest .. i Wanna feel special ..
Will make you feel special too.. Always..

7) If i ever be rude to you.. or change in my personality in future ..
It'll never change the fact.. that i love you..
Slap me hard and kiss me... and tell me you'd love me too..

8) I Mean it when i say i love you...
So please don't get tired of it?


okay dar.. its just these for now ..
more to come so stay tuned... heehee... lol ...
TTFN!

Evergreen..

Ok..
all my comp's are dead..
using dad's laptop now ..
sucks man ..
so guess i won't be posting jap pics after all..
haha!
anyways..
days are fine .. great i should say ..
being able to spend my time wif her..
oh .. and ..
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
haha!
right ..
anyways ..
stuck at home still doin e slides ..
then went to big aunts hse fr celebrations..
drank a little bit too much of wine and now a little dizzy...
so yea ..
haf band tmr .. so will be turnin in now .. haha ..
tata ppl!

to tags: well.. comps down .. so wait la .. slowly wait .. hahaha

ynwa!







I'm gonna take this moment..
And make it last forever...
I Love You =)

Guess who's back?

hey ppl!
'hahah..
wow..it's been long..
jap was ok la..
weather there was tremenedously fun..
makes u hate and lik singapore weather..
aiya..
anyway..
its kinda hard for me to adapt bqack to tis weather here le.
haha..
my lips are hurting like shit and it's frigging warm out there..
urgh..
ok la..
will blog bout the trip ohter tyme..
when i get my comp back!
or a new one...
heh..
and yes.
i was surprised wif da tags..
hahaha..

ynwa




baby i'm back!
heee..
hmm..
however think i din get u enough?
haha..
yay..
finally.. bak!
=)

Sayonaara Singapura! Hello Japan..

Okae ... bye singapore!
by the time ya'll read this .. i should be gone!
fr a damn week .. heh ..
oh man ..
i'm gonna Love yet hate Japan ..
dun ask me why ..
Only my special one knows ..
hahaha ..
right right?
lol..
okae .. means also i won't be blogging for a week .. woo ..
haha .. okae then ..
i've got the BIG ASSED liverpool Hand carry bag ..
My Camera Bag..
Tripod..
and me alto sax..
to carry on the flight ..
hahaha ..
sheesh .. later they think i'm gonna bomb the plane ah ..
yeeee..
lol..
but realli laa .. lotsa stuff lehhhhh..
hahaha ...
sheesh .. kkz ... i'm off for now! cya all in a week! tata!

You'll Never Walk Alone!



It'll Onli Be A Week..
I'll Miss u ..
Congrats on the job dar..
enjoy it kkz?
sorry couldn't be there wif u on ur first day ...
must haf fun ya?
will be bak in a week .. just a week ..
=)
Kimi o aishiteru.. <3

YESSSSS!!

In a State of rarity...
my comp allowed itself to swtich on after tryin again and again ...
so i'm here to make it quick ...

I LOVE YOU DEAR!

gee... i hope it wasnt too obvious ..
HAHAHAHA

kkz .. i'm off! if my comp is not to survive ..
i wouldnt be blogging alr .. haha .. till i get my laptop .. so oh well ..
tata! ynwa!




Love You.. 14/12/08

With You With You With You With You With You

kkz ... had a long day...
lol.. was tired ..
but in all .. happi..
as long as she is..
haha..
kkz.. i'm super lazy to blog now .. and tired at that ..
lol ..
poop..
okae then .. talk to ya'll soon!
haha .. ynwa!


I'll Be There For You..
Thru Everything Girl..
Promise You'd Wait For My Return?
How Bout A Movie and A Dinner when i'm back?
Say Yes.. =)

Halfway Around Asia..

kinda long day ..
went school for wind ensemble ..
then went find huihui & siyan for their job hunt..
haha .. went lotsa places ..
or in other words walked lotsa places ..
hahahaha...
they found some .. well 2 to be exact ..
gd luck!
hahaha ..
kkz .. then went hm wif jianwei after meetin him .. hahaha ...
kkz ... tts all fer now .. ttys!!

ynwa!




I Wanna Hold You Baby... Cos I'm Gonna Miss You Like Crazy ... Even If I'm Halfway Around The World ..
hmm .. even if i'd returned ..
i'd still miss u as much ..
cos you'd haf ur job and stuff ...
huurrmm ...
ily=)

Japan.. un-eagerness...

Kkz ... Went for jap classes this morn .. haha ..
interesting ..
haha .. then went halfway ard the world today ..
(no la .. just ard s'pore and i'm tired)

then ... after dinner..
went wif huihui to study corner and slacked.
hahaha ..
till th cops came ..
well .. anyway .. we were waiting for azmir and jw ...
haha .. so they came .. we left...
and voila!
lol ..
and i'm tired ...
haha ..


ynwa!



Halfway across asia...
Never ending misses...
=)
You'll too rite?

Boring..

Went Plaza in e morn again ..
and watched bolt wif mei ..
haha .. i'd gif it a 6.5/10
nt a very .. "WOW" show..
haha ..

then went home .. and realised anime's pris juz intro'ed cnt watch ...
the episode one's cnt watch .
tsk .
so ..
watched DEATH NOTE!
yess .. i noe .. i havent watched it before la ..lol..
good show ..
lol ...
now watching DEATH NOTE 2 ..
lol ..
tmr got jap cultural thingy ..
haha .. oh well ..
dat'll be it today!

ynwa all!








It Just Doesn't Feel Right .. Going To Japan... Without You... Tell Me You'd Miss Me Too .. Then at least i'd be at ease over there.. You Would right?

150th!

Yes.. its my 150th post!
hahaha ..
yep .. i noe quite slow la .. but oh well ..

woke up at 7 plus ..
and nvr went back to slp after that ..
then went for band in the afternoon to help clear the hall ..
those lazy putts who din go ....
anyway yea .. was kinda tiring and stuff ..

then went ps wif shihui and jianwei..
makaned there.. walked there..
and then came bak kovan and sat and talked ..

yep .. and dat basically sums up this short feeling long day for me!


ynwa!


Honestly..
You Think i should try?
Cos i dun wanna end in misery again ..
the deserving party will win..
and i'm definately not... so...

Please...

Let Me Know ...


I'm Begging You..

Passione III

kkz .. showday ..
haha .. went fer breakfast at market wif shihui, jianwei and gougou..
ate lor mee ...

felt sian..

then went school and help stick double sided tape and paste cotton wool ..

felt sian ..

rehearsed ..
tired ..

felt sian ..

concert .. muz smile ..
so kept sianess away ..
and voila!
concert was not bad la ..
btr thn i tot ..
haha ..
at least ..

to all who came ..
THANKS!
a big bunch ..
then went back band rm ..
took pics ..
then went eat mac ...
and now home ..
and yess .. liverpool won ...
so we're still top..


here r pics ..



Yes.. we know .. hahaha



Me n Shihui!!



then again .. hahaha ..



Run Baby Run! and we're off!



Philbert!!!!






ynwa!




U Think So... I Want To But I Can't .. You Will Never Understand .. The Derserving Party Wins Already... Be Happy.. Always ..
And No.. What You Think Is Not What It Seems ...
I Jusr Don't wanna Lose U As a Friend...
Thats Why I'm Quiet bout it ...

I Don't deserve it ..

at all ...

Thats Why I'm Not Showing anything ..
Understand? Girl?

Hope? Screw it..

I've Decided ...
That I am Not Going to put so much hope into anything or anyone in future..

Sometimes Why Do we Even Try So Hard For?
oh please ...
Just stay put..
you'll feel happier that way ..
anyway ... no one will be there to save you..

The people whom can help..
Won't..
















oh .. and this is my second post in a day ..
so do read the previous one ..
yes ..
i'm bored ..

Lethargicness.. Fatigue..

Kkz ... Camp Was... haha .. ok ..
lol...
haha .. made a new friend ..
Philbert!
lol...
Lets just not say what he's done ..
and i forgive him .. haha ..
cos he's my friend... hahahah ...
kkz .. the camp was super slack la..
SUPER SLACK ...
the discipline of da band all gone alr la ..
totally ..
kkz .. and break camp .
and i'm tired and bored..
and repetoire for the performance is super tiring ..
it practically kills u la ..
sheesh ..
lol ..
kkz ... will talk till here la ..
bb peeps ..
ynwa!



Two days gone I'm alright
But you can't sleep at night
What is it you don't like
Are you happy now?



Maybe We'll Be Able To Be Friends?



If Thats Possible...





Before i go .. i have a few quotes to share .. logical stuff..
Shihui made me realise this stuff again ..
Just when u think its getting right...
it never does go in your favour.. at all..


[No one's There When You're Looking for help ..
But You're Always Here when they need help...
Thats what friends are for right?
Assholes..]

The trust built by friends ...
is only to be taken granted of...
your friendship to them is only a mere usage for their daily lives..
trust?

Out of all friends you will ever make...
Only one in a Zillion ...
will be the only friend you can trust ..
he/she will in turn turn out to be your soulmate..


Friends are NEVER there for you...
They will NEVER take your hand and walk through the rain and fire with you..
When you're in trouble, you have NO friends..
When u haf something appealing..
EVERYONE's your friend..
The only one's who will help you...
who will be there for you throughout ..
are the ones who love you ..


So my friends ...
the key word isnt Friend..
but Love..
Which is actually a lie..
unless its your parents.. so yea ..
STOP DREAMING AND GET BACK TO WORK!

Shit ..

kkz .. from the title ..
guess u noe dat i'm tired and cant be bothered alr ..
so yea ..
long day ..
eventful ..
and i'm tired ..
my back feels like its about to be snapped like a twig with an immense pressure mounted on ..
and yes..
i haf a history of back problems .. so i'm gonna die!
hahaha .. nah la ..
i juz hope .. i do break down .. physically ..
then can go home .. and actually ..
REST ...
yes .. literally ..
so yea ..
camp starts tml .. so ynwa then!
till the end of camp then ..


Die...

Tiresomemoreoveryourballsarenotround day ...

yess..
the title says it all ..
haha .. was in skool since 10 to help sal cut up garbage bags ..
-.-
yes..
and you guessed... i cutted them up the nicest ..
HAHAHAHAHA
anyway ... had meetings during sectionals ..
and tried so hard to imply the reality to the younglings ..
haha .. not sure if any went in though ..
at all ..
=X

skipped dinner ..
and band was ..
B-O-R-I-N-(i forgot the last letter)
thats how boring it was ..
and yes ...
under the flag of glory sucks now ..
cos it replaced the blue sky shit song ..
which was nicer ...
Totally ..
kkz ..
the fireworks shall start tml again ..
haha ...

and i'm tired .. totally ..
man ..
tmr's gonna be the same .. then camp oh camp ..
man ..
its realli gonna be boring ...
sheesh ...
those coming for da concert ...
thanks!
haha ...


dats it!
catch yall soon!
ynwa!



The moment of whom you feel that you've made the total wrong decision about the person you love. The feeling of utmost regret and sympathy and the fact that you're being stunned by another opposite force or attraction. Stunned in the beauty and marvel of the beholder. Being a feeling, or a plan.
I'd like to call it Bewildering Stunnation..
=)