Will you?

I noe how it feels...
You were hurt before...
and wadever it was...
that sonuvabytch muz haf hurt u real bad...
I noe you're afraid of getting hurt again...
I'll promise ... i won't hurt you...
i'll take your hand...
you're with me ...
i won't let any harm done to you...
believe me...
i will cherish you...
if u gif me the chance...
but the thing is ...
its hard for me to talk to you ...
to even ... msg u ...
u nvr repli...
its hard...
even i noe she'll nvr read this...
so its practically pointless...

Oh... Hope~....

Give me a chance ...


Will you?

...:: Shattered Dreams ::...

How does it feel like waking up each day..
knowing someone else is just gonna lie to u again...
EVERYONE is gonna lie to you...
Its hard to tell who's lying and who's not...
YOU! yes ... YOU! who is reading...
honestly ... have you lied to anyone today ?

No? STOP LYING!

Everyone practically takes lying as a second nature...
it comes wif juz a flick of a finger ...
In one way or another i'm juz getting lied to...
EVERY SINGLE DAY...

My Dreams and Hopes are all shattered alr ...

Thanks to all who were there wif me when i needed help...
For some of you ...
Thanks for LYING...
You're the ones that shattered everything...









YNWA...















I LIED....

THANKS TO ALL!!!
A Big and STRONG thanks goes out to all who wished me
a happy birthday!!
Wow! There's alot to name!! oh man ...
haha...
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So Near, But yet so Far...

Hope~
Why are you ignoring me?
U dont haf to ignore me in such a way ...
avoid me ...
u lie so u can avoid me ...
isn't it ?
well ... u're good ...
i noe some sonuvabytch hurt u before ...
But i wont ..
i'll take care of u ..
but u dun wan dat ... fine ...
Dun FuGgin avoid me ...

Dream~
Sorri if i hurt u in anyway ...
i'm not in the best of moods too ...
Sorri to question you like that ...
i'm feeling vexed ...
no one here can help me ...
Sorri ...

Consience~
I dun wanna bother u wif all these crap animore..
gd luck for the war ...







YNWA...

Gif up on Hope~? Go for Dream~ instead?
the title sayz it all ...
so ?
should i do dat?
maybe...

Love Hurts...

life

Wad has life ever done for u?
it hurts u ...
(sometimes makes u happi)
then hurts u again ...
u noe wad?

SCREW LIFE!

haiz ... life stops for awhile..

Hope~
i've chosen to go for you..
everyone's telling me to gif up ...
should i?
u dun even lik me ...
maybe i should ...


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Love, It makes you feel good(if you're lucky),
it DESTROYs you,
it makes you someone else you're not,
It makes your imagination run wild,
it HURTS you,
BIG TIME,
it always happens that someone you lik,
someone u tink is the one for you,
doesnt want to go your way,
unless you're realli realli lucky,
but,
when u lik someone,
the whole world just stops,
u start to notice him/her more,
u start to wonder what he's/she's doing,
u start to think of the times you talked to that person,
how your heart skips a beat when you're near them,
how time is so slow when they are not ard,
and how time flies when you're near them,
how you tried talking to them on the phone,
most of the time there is silence,
then when you hang up,
u haf lots to tell him/her,
how you want him/her so much,
all you can do is just think of that person,
no, its practically impossible to be with them,
at first you're afraid to let your friends noe,
but you just cant keep it in,
you can never hide love,
then you find out that,
he/she just doesnt want to get into a relationship,
or liks someone else,
or has NO FEELINGS for you at all,
then it HURTS you,
but you just cant seem to accept the fact,
your best buddies tell you to give it up,
they tell you its impossible,
but no,
you just ...
CAN'T SEEM TO ACCEPT THE FRIGGIN FACT!!
but,
at moments, you think to yourself,
they are right,
you're confused,
you want that person so much,
you just cant stop thinking abt him/her,
its making your mind turn into a mush,
you feel like shooting yourself in the head,
you feel lik wanting a warm hug,
YOU JUST WANNA SCREAM!!!
but you cant,
nobody understands u,
IT'S YOUR FRIGGIN LIFE!!
Why would anyone care?
This is the point when life stops for a moment,
everything just stops,
then u think again,
is he/she really that perfect?
really worth the trouble going through to get?
If you really love him/her..
your answer will be yes...
you'll stop at nothing to get him/her,
but,
HE/SHE DOESN'T LIKE YOU...
in the song "the rose" by westlife...
There is line that quotes:
"some say love, it is a RAZOR, that leaves your soul to bleed"
True eh ?
You cant do anything else,
you cant wait,
the next boat will leave,
you cant go,
he/she hates you,
your friends are sick and tired of listening to your nonsence,
SERIOUSLY,
Dont you tink so?
to all the friends: arent you tired of listening to this asshole blabbering
about how he/she is so worried about what he/she thinks?
wad is gonna be the damn outcome? huh? RIGHT?
you're DAMN RITE i am,
at this point,
one can only realise that love doesnt come easy,
all those who has someone they lik,
keep trying,
maybe someday,
maybe never,
even then,
you cant do anything,
so live with it,
thats all you can do,
yes, it'll hurt,
it'll drive nails into your heart,
but thats all you can do,
Sit there and BLEED,
He/she wont care...
those of you who has already found love,
cherish it, make it last,
love the other with all you have,
that is wad some of us want to have,
and you're lucky enough to have it,
take it seriously,
good luck.
You'll Never Walk Alone...


If u wanna hear, this is "the rose" by westlife:

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ynwa!

circles ...

Hope~
I am happi ...
although u onli repli ...
every two days ...
i'm willing to live wif that ...
will u let me?


Dream~
Soon ...
i'll be able to see you again ...

Consience~
Hope u're doin fine ...


post:
FCUK!
my grandfather has heart problems ...
fcuk la ..
why muz this shit always happen before exams ...
haiz ...
this month is turnin out shit !!!
Haiz ...
dunno wad to do sia ...



YNWA....

Some say love, it is a river, that drowns the tender reed...

Dream~
Finally!
you've come online ...
u made me smile=)...

Hope~
Gd luck fer tmr's paper's...
i'm always behind you ..
=)...

Consience~
Perhaps life is better for u without u having to advice me?
yup ... i tink so too ...
Tks fer evrything...
=)...












It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live