HaIz ... WoKe uP aT 5am... caNt sEeM tO sLeEp ... SlEpT at 2am...
WaS gIvEn tHe OppoRtUniTy NoT tO gO tO sKoOl tOdaY...
DuE to mY iRritaTinG cOuGh....
BuT aFtEr you agrEeD tO MeEt mE ...
I GoT oUt Of Bed aNd cAme To SkOOl
i LoOkeD fOrWaRd tO tHE dAy....
hAd 2 Go ThRu All tHe cRaPPy lEsSonS ...
aNd FiNalLy ... AfTeR sCHoOl...
aFtEr PlayIng a FeW rOunDs of SoCcer...
wAiTed fOr you In tHe BaND sTorE ...
tHeN u SaId u WerE gOin BaCk... aND i WAs sHaTTeReD...
PlEaSe TeLL mE iF i HaD dOnE anYthIng wRonG... I'LL cHaNGe...
i NoE i'M nOt a VeRi gOoD pErSon anD i'M sORri foR tHat...
i NeEd you ... plEAse ...
i LoOked FoRwArd tO thIs tHe wHOLe daY ...
pLeAse uNdErStaNd...
i'M nOt SaYinG u'Re nOt uNdERsTanDinG...
itS jUz dAt aT tHe TiMes i nEed you tHe mOsT ..
YouRe nOt TheRE...
i bLaME mySeLf ... fOr Not BEiNG a BeTtEr pErSon....
I'm SORRY

YNWA


I wasn't saved ...
Emptyness is DEVOURING me...
i'm ....


empty...