The Demon inside change

Wow ... very tired ...
juz bak from band ...
well ... helped in the marching today as instrument still screwed up ...
ARGH!
hmm ...
haha ... well there's band prac tmr ... so tune in some other tyme ... heex ...

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well ...
sry to those ppl ive talked to abt this ...
i was skeptical abt the change in everyone ...
Everyone ... yes ...
well ...
i realised that its just natural that ppl change ...
they do ...
some things juz can't be done ...
ppl around me haf changed ...
alot ...
well ...
i'm in no position to say whether i haf changed or not ...
only other ppl can tell me that ...
well ...
someone changed more than anyone else and
she impacted me big ...
u noe who u are ...
you've caused me to open my eyes bigger and take a good glance at the world
we live in now ...
the friends we have ...
the trust ppl haf in each other ...
the trust ppl haf in me ...
you've darkened my life in a way ...
but ... on the other hand ..
it taught me to cope wif all this ...
everyday i put on a cheerful and happi facade ...
no one understands ...
i onli can blame myself for not letting things take place ...
sooner or later ...
makin things difficult ...
well ... i dont blame you ...
i care for you ...
If you told me to cry for you, i could...
if you told me to die for you, i would...
Well .. not that you'll understand ...
tks though ...
i appreciate it ...



Well ...
this song is to let u noe wad i haf 4 u ...
not that you'll take it ...
you know who you are ...
just rmbr ...
i am here for you ...
Always




lyrics(read it and understand):
This Romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up.

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up.

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby that's just me.

And I will love you baby always
And I'll be there forever and a day always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
And I know when I die you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you always.

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh
Some that made us cry
One that made you have to say good bye.

What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes I'm just a man.

When he holds you close
When he pulls you near
When he says the words
You've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him, that his words were mine
To say to you till the end of time.

That I will love you baby always
And I'll be there forever and a day always
If you told me to cry for you I could
If you told me to die for you I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you.

Well there ain't no luck in these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams and our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines.

And I will love you baby always
And I'll be there forever and a day always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
And I know when I die you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you always.












YNWA...